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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Ouch!

Like a skinned knee, not getting what one wants is a shocking and painful experience. Today I found out that I didn't get a job I was vying for & am now wrestling with the inevitable frustration that arises from such an event.

My life right now is good & I have much to be thankful for. I'm mindfull of that as I go through the 'bardo' of missed opportunities.

Tonight, I get to have my tantrum about not getting the job. Should be interesting, what comes up.

I know I'll be in a much better mood tomorrow.